Chivalry is dead.

I want to lay with you. And when i say that i don’t mean crawl in to bed with you and fall asleep. No, I want to spend an entire day laying in bed making love, smoking, drinking the finest champagne and staring at you. Every inch of you, you’re beautiful to me.. I don’t get to see you often in your purest form with no distractions, just you and i together naked and laughing.. Talking about or future and forgetting our past. 

She loved him once, and he loved her. The kind of love that was real, that only happens once in a lifetime. She would die for him, and he would kill for her. But like everything else that faded away like the fog during a fall morning. They made hell for each other, their love was a wild fire; reckless and out of control with no end in sight. She wanted him, all of him his perfections and his flaws. Now the very things she fell in love with are the very things ripping her apart, but she cant be without him anymore she refuses too, He will never understand the love she holds for him, how he looks through her eyes. And she wonders how can the one person that she loves so much, bring her so much pain, and anguish? Will he ever love her like she loves him? Will his heart ever feel as hers does? They are both broken, put together with super glue that can give any day. They broke eachother, shattered with pieces missing and thrown away. She loves him, she will do everything in her power to put them back together. To find the missing pieces and fit them back in to place. But she can’t do it alone, and he’s given up. He’s given up on her and he’s given up on himself. His heart is cold, he’s shut off. Every now and again they look at each other and for that one glimpse, that split second before either of there guards are put back up they are happy. Happy that she is still looking at him, and happy that he is still looking at her. Their love is a fairy tale and horror all in one they have had the greatest times and lowest of low times. But they need each other in a way that neither will understand. That the outside world despises.